Here it goes again. Doing nothing in my bed but typing my thoughts away.
My right side hurts so fucking bad. I know cursing won’t heal me but it makes me feel better. They said relapse is common when it’s cold but I haven’t had this kind of relapse since 8th grade!
I don’t want to go to ER, they’d give me morphine and when I got home I’d suffer from withdrawal :| Throughout childhood, morphine and I had a very awkward relationship it’s almost funny…
And dear God, why do I want to poo at times like this??? I kinda wish I live in a toilet now but it’s disgusting to sleep where you shit but but but I really really want to poo! Bye humans!